Archive for January 28th, 2011

January 28, 2011

a beautiful love…

This video was so incredibly touching.  reminded me of how fragile life can be… and how it can change in a split second…

It also reminded me how powerful love can be… and how there are still some people out there that truly mean… “in sickness and in health”

What a sacrifice this young man is making to take care of the woman that he pledged his love to…

I know that I would be capable of such a sacrifice… but I don’t condemn those who are not… who would not be able to deal with the pain and agony of seeing a loved one in such an unfornuate situation…

I think part of the reason why I love so fearlessly is because I know that at any given moment…life as I know it… could be over… and what is life without love anyway…

January 28, 2011

Strangers…

LMAO at this draft that was sitting in the land of never to be published posts…

posts that are mostly me venting… never really intended to be read by others…

its funny to read it now…

to remember what it felt like when i was being jerked around…

i forced what was never meant to be…

and today it is no longer…

life is funny…

has a way of just weeding out…

what/who doesnt belong…

i miss this place…where i say whats on my mind…its my place… read or dont… not concerned with whether you will or you wont… feeling like im on a roller coaster ride…with high peaks…and low lows… your words feel like either fuckin heaven… or low blows… say what you mean…and mean what you say… quoting me lyrics…taking me high… then making me feel disposable… making me sigh… this love i have… i gave it to you… but if you cant handle it… if you’re not ready… theres nothing i can do… just have to let you go…let you be you…because this web of confusion you have spun…its simply too much for me… yeah they got nothing on me… and yeah maybe we could do the unthinkable… but what the fuck does that really mean… in the end i guess its all talk…sounds good to say… keeps me chasing the carrot on the stick just a lil longer… the elusive butterfly… never to be caught… thats you…

and now..

we are exactly what we were in December of 2009…

strangers…