Archive for ‘friends’

February 14, 2011

the funny thing about never…

the people you thought would never leave your side…
are gone…
the love you never could have imagined…
exists…
the times you never thought you’d get through…
were survived…
the things you thought you’d never be able to laugh at…
are finally funny…
the people you never thought would let you down…
have…
the mistakes you promised yourself you’d never make…
were made…
the tears you never thought you’d cause…
were cried…
and the tears you promised you’d never cry…
streamed down your cheeks…
the ties you swore you’d never cut…
were snipped…
the lies you promised you’d never tell…
were told…
the people you said you’d never forgive…
were forgiven…
and the things you never thought were possible…
have happened…
 
…that’s the funny thing about never…
it’s never certain…
February 4, 2011

i cant wait!

Well well well… its friday again!  I am going to see my “toes” aka my best friend Marissa, who i miss very much.  completely disgusted with this weather… and not looking forward to the commute…but its been way too long since i have seen her, so I AM GOING! 

I find myself daydreaming about warmer temperatures and all the things i cant wait to do…

I absolutely cannot wait to have a picnic… and sit by the ocean…to have rooftop BBQs…and walk on the boardwalk…to watch concerts in the park… and kiss under the stars…  to frequent amusement parks… and dine at sidewalk cafes… to scream and canon-ball into a pool… and watch fireworks… to canoe in central park… and roam the city aimlessly… to  ride a NYC tour bus… and read under a willow tree… to  make love to a gentle breeze… and horseback ride on the beach…

back to reality…

its freezing and icy… and disgusting… and i absolutely cannot wait to get to Marissa’s house… to drink a four loko… and act a fool! 🙂